Sunday, May 17, 2009
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BORING!
gosh todae seems to be damn bored.!
i really missed u sunny . i jus cnt control this feeling .
im wondering wat he is duin now. i hope u oraedi had ur meal syg . wellwellwell todae did nothing much . went to my cousins place. kenduri cukur rambot . go makanmakan . den i went to vivit my god mother . she fall sick . so i went der .i dint stayed der fer long . as .... yeah ... dat jerk is ther .
at around 6plus i went bck home koz i felt tired. maybe lack of sleep. haix ... bad hair dae todae .
ANNNNNNND!!! todae i spent 80bucks buy stuff fer myself .
i bought, 2 pair of shoes, 2 leggings, 1 3quater pants, 2 dress n 1 t-dress .
so i cnt spent much afta dis. most probably nxt month . haha .
heyheyhey...
he called me jus now in e aftnoon. i was so damn happy n excited! we talk like fer about 10mins? haha pathetic.
nvm . at least i get to hear hys vioce den nvr . he sae i liss u so much b, i love u b. gosh . he melts me . weeeee.!
actuali we supposed to plan abt our meetin dis week but i herad ntg frm hym . bz maybe?
im not very sure abt tat . wellwell i duno wen he start werk . den by tat got less tym to talk or spent tym .nvrmd la. jus wait fer hym fer a lil while .how i wish i cud cuddle hym jus like how i cuddle my pillow evrynite. now my fone went silent . not even a msg frm hym . maybe hys sleepn. but nvm la. haix . i cnt denied tat my love towrds hym grow deeper . i dont dare to say his gona be mine fereva n he cant be replace.as fer me , i used to said dat to my previous but it ends up to be something which most couples trying to aviod . which is BREAK UP. n dos werds are nothing. n e tym dat we build e bonding btw ech oth n e love dat we share are all wasted n gone down e drain .its easy to put evrytin in werds n simple sentence . but its hard task fer evry single one of us to aplly it to our ownself . i admit im weak in relationship , i dun trust in lyin during relationship . now im tryin ma very best to treasure sunny n takkkaire of hym love hym more den eva n cherish hym , but no high hope upon dis unknown status . jus let e tym decides . dun wish to crack my brain thinkin abt wat gona happen during our fers mit . wellwell jus hav to expect e unexpected . u reali hope dat sunny wud accept e wae i am . its not easy to find someone. to love n accept e wae we are . i hope wen he sae i love u he mean it n gona keep on sayin i love u b ,trying to maintain e relationship like e fers tym known it not a easy thing to do . alot of obstacles to face . it test our patients .
sayang,
i jus wana sae dat i love u .
u were ther when im in need, u were ther to fullfil e emptiness in my heart . u manage u steal my heart .
im so in love with u . u are my sun tat shine on me n give e light to my walkin path in my dream n reality,
u made me stood up on my own feet to move on wit liv like others. iknow ive been quite demanding n abit of jealousy in myself. but u still handle it calmly, im proud to hav u as part of my life . i felt secure wen i hav u . i wish we cud go far , n noone cud break us apart until it stated we are not meant fer each other.
i reali love u sunny, so reali love u.
foerver love you.
ezoraarysan
Written by; ♥sakurako