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"SakurakoOimikado.
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Monday, May 18, 2009
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GOSH!
had a stupid missunderstanding jus now . haix . i tot of fecthing sunny bck frm werk tmr. we did msg earlier n talk abt it . he tot i was sarcastic wen askin hym fer e name of hys werk place.
all dis while we sms, chattin or even talkin we did say 'kao, aku .'
jus wats wrong with hym. hes jus so diff . he said tat wat i say on e msg jus now make hym feel frustrated . but i dun noe wat i did if he tot im being sarcastic y from e ferx we noe ech oth he nvr said tat jus becoz of tat 'kao aku thing ?
den i get to noe, he's stress with hys werk and stuff . it sadness me tat while he is stress he throw all hys anger on me, a girl tats not in awrong . and he told me tat he got alot of new frens der . its good fer hym. but im jus feel so scared tat he might neglect me, n had no tym to spent tym with me. onli if u cud hear me sayin im still waitin fer e tym we get all those happiness dat we dream of before this. idk y i must cry over a stupid thing lyk now. ):
idk wat to do now . am i e one who to be blame ? am i at fault? n tmr he cudnt make it coz he nid to do overtym . i try to understand hym . but i jus dun wana be apart with hym . it hurts me so deeply. idk y i feel so hurt. he dint replied or nudge me wen hys online at msn now. fer like 1 half dae i dint get to chitchat.
jus love hym to much! izit wrong fer me to love hym? y in e middle of wat i hav n wat i get, i owaes get hurt? y must it happen to me? wat hav i done wrong till i feel dis hurt? how am i goin to get dis feelin awy frm me? it hurts . damn hurt .GOD.! please make dis hurt feelin go awy far awy frm me. im tired of shedin my tears .
i reali want hym to noe dat i love hym. n owaes will. ):
i dun wana feel neglected by hym. now i cn feel e loneliness within me.. e emptiness is approachin me. i felt as though im gona lose evrythin dat i owe now. im not strong enuf to be strong in facin dis alone. im tired of all e shits happen to me previously . i nid strength. ):
gosh . i feel so sad ... ):
Written by; ♥sakurako