Thursday, May 21, 2009
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please make it stop . please.
it starts again! i jus dun understand y i cnt do dis n dat. do dis n dat must be secretive.): jus becoz u dun wan anybody to know abt it. cant even call u b n stuff. y is dat so? jus becoz we are not 2gather yet. yes maybe by tellin me abt ur feeling last tym twrds her is normal. but did u think how i feel? arrrgh!!!! wen im fyne with it since u tell me dat ntg goes btwn u n her. oke im ok.. still in cntct, oke i dun mind at all.
i dun understand jus bcox of a bloody comment which i sae u luk like belo. u dun like it.. n yeah of e werd 'b' wats wrong with dat? girls sendin i miss u , and stuff u cud accept but im e one who read n im e one who feel. yes i admit im jealous. happy!
ya to u its bullshit!. to gerls like me. dey will think e same.
yes i do trust u dats y i ask b4 i shoot. but y? y sunny u owaes get me wrong???? y??? is god testin me?? i hate to cry koz it hurts me reali deep.. i cud feel e cut in it.. e wound dat hurts. ):
i hate dis feelin.. seriously.. to shed tears. argh it suck big time.! im sori if im over react here bloggers or who ever read tis.. im jus lettin out wats in me. so tat i cud be ease. no one to turn to.. i dun wana argue with hym anymore. i dun wana create a scene which leads me to no wher.. im sorry fer wat ive saed if its hurt u. or make u mad..my werds will fereva hurt u.
im sorry.. say no more.. follow with e flow. continue loving hym. it nvr fade even an inch. koz loving hym to much make me dis wae.. god, gimme strenght to get rid of dis stupid fuckin jealousy feelin. n sealed my mouth frm all e hurtin werds. so dat i wont make hym mad.! please. i wana argue no more.
)':
i jus want u to noe how hurt m i,
how deep e wound is.
i will still love u..
yes i will. )':
Written by; ♥sakurako