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Sunday, June 14, 2009
[IVE MADE A BIGGEST MISTAKE IN LYF.]
GD afternoon diary ,
sunnylove i hope u read tis.):
ive made a big mistake in lyf. that is fer accusing my own love fer lyin n stuff. ive made hym feel so down n feel bad. iv misjudge hym fer no reason.im a nagetive thinker. i admit tat. im sorry . i tot i was rite. but infact he proved me wrong. n yes im wrong in seein upon his character n person. i dnt noticed tat he is sidin me wen hys fren being rude to me. i feel so dumb n embarrased. i felt so guiltycious. foolish me ! sayang please take bck ur werds.. please.. im willing to get punished over my mistake tat ive done. im sorry fer everything. im sorry ive been paranoid n demanding over something which i dun noe. n i react at e wrong tym. please...
he teaches me alot. he teaches me about movin on lyf n how important lyf is. he even ask me to stop duin all e bad things. so tat i wont fall into a trap. from der i realised hys love twrds me.. please syg fergive me. fergive e sins ive create over u. i make u feel so dumb. ure worth it syg u are.): its all my fault. i dun want u to go. i dun give a damn on wat people say abt me haunting fer ur love. bcoz all dis while u e one who giv me courage to move on. e motivation in lyf, ure not ego. its me who think highly fer myself.sellfish! so selfish!
im goin to make it up to u to make u think im worth to hav u. please..jus name it n wll do it fer u . as long as u stay n continue showered me with ur love n care.
love, i promise u no more of this. n im ready to face anything dat comes over me.. even its difficult fer me.
i hav to feel e fear n face e fact. maybe its bcoz of my past ive became scared of losin somebody i n love. its not a easy task to do n end it with a STOP. i tot i was a strong girl but in actual fact im weak. im weak in love. i dunoe how to think right, maybe im egoist. i shed tears wen i type all tis.
syg, now i noe e reali behind ur soul. i cud understand now.
i swear i will not repeat e attitude towrds in future. give me one last chance tat im worth it. u are e guy dat giv me bck all my laughter, joyfullness, my smile n evrythin afta wat had happen to me in e past. u make me feel at ease wen im down, u make me feel secure wen i feel so uptight. u make me laugh wen i feel so lonely. in fact u deserved all those also in life.. im sorry syg... please take bck ur werds..
this is e msg frm sunny early in this morning. i translate in eng.
- b y u sae u hate liars all tat at blog , then at tagged. who is e person i wana noe. its me ryte? jus say it lar. jyeah im a liar.i scold tat guy who answered ur call.he dint noe who u are caused i dint save at my memory.they say sorry.n if u wanna say all sorts of thing jus say. i dun myne., scold me laa. i practiced my lion dance under void deck its not dat i went to flirt.u dun believe me ryte?huh. n i play without instrument jus e head of e dragon.haiz. my competition will he held in aug. jsu few more months.n wen i said tis i noe u dun like it.i oweas bz n almost all e time i make u cry. u noe i feel bad? u cry but u dunnoe e wads the real thing is. maybe i dunhav tym with u also n i nvr call u evrtym.yalar 24/7 bz ryte??hmmph. u noe wat i dun wana make u cry anymore.! or make u feel worried n herat pain. coz im dun like people cry bcoz of me. or wadsoeva. n i think i dun wana use hp anymore n not goin to login to msn or wat. maybe frm there u wont get frustrated ryte?
- im not try to say anything la. coz i want u to be happy n trust me. but i think u cnt give me e trust. hmm.i noe its hard fer u to trust people like me.......
soory guys i cant go on with e msg dat he sent it to me..i cud feel it.. i noe he's hurt.. i cn feel it. b im sorry. i regret over wat ive done towrds u.. i love u i owaes love u b.. please. fergive me..):
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