I want to be
Your one, Your only.
Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
[my happy moments]
hello diary,
geez~ yesterdae had a nice n beautiful chat with my beloved sunny.tat was e nite was my most sweetestmemory with hym.jyeah even at MSN.well bascically fer me love dont need to show infront of e person itselfs. doesnt need to meet face to face. u cn do it anywae even ur far distance frm e person u love.
not by sayin e werd i love u . telling evryone in ths world dat u love hym/ her. its e action dat play part in tihs which called 'LOVE'. its e wae u show to them how much u love n care.n how deep u willin to sacrifise. jus do n love doesnt need to ask fer in return. wen ure sincere in lovin e someone it will be fer sure ur love will be return by love. it cant be force. it comes natrually. people who love e someone on e outside n not frm e insyd. tell them 'u hav made e wrong step'. well, lovin e someone from e outsyd doesnt mean good or it sincere. it jus dat ure choosy, n ure not wiiling to accept those who are not perfect in ur eyes. but infact life no body is perfect even me. everybody feel love. it jus dat their love been rejected coz of few 'disability' like they are overweight, no figure, no looks, no personality dat impressed people, outdated, old fashion.etc.
which is so damn unfair to them. dont u hav e brain to think or spare about their feelings? don jus love them tru e phone n their sweet voice. all e love werds n e hopes that u gav to them . during e point u guys dated them n got to noe dat that guy or girl are simply ugly to u n brings u bad name fer like no taste of choosing partners. why bother?why must u think about wat people said? but u people sometimes think highly fer urself. u always need pretty n hawt stuff babes. but u dun noe them frm e insyd. u noe wat i mean by sayin tat.
even jus 2 months noein hym. i cud feel dat he is e type of guy tat evry girls dream off n to be with. i felt lucky to noe smebody like hym.in e fers place i tot he is e same as those guys ive known b4. tat go fer e "assets". but infact i got it wrong n he manage to prove me wrong. he give me courage n motivation of movin on with life. im here not tryin to bring hys name on top of e world but it jus e matter wat i think n feel about hym. yesterdae i tears of joy. because yesterdae is e dae i realy feel e love comin towrds me n give me sense of love enterin my soul down to my feet. afta i heard this song by lil wayne n jay sean - DOWN. i noe wat he tryin to tell me. i noe n understand n i cud get wat he wana sae to me. tat nite my heart pumpin fast follow e beat of e love songs. i repeated it as it has become my drug dat addicts me to it. i dint noe he is dat lovin . so called romantic? yes he is fer my personal point of view.he treats me so well n observed me evry step of my daily life.with e love werds n e love phrase.i noe tat wasnt jus any sweets werds jus to make me feel hapi . but i noe it from e bottom of hys pure heart.i noe he love n i noe he care. i cud sense it. i cud feel it. my instinct told me so.it always rite this tym. i hope fate is beside us.tat nite was a surprise fer me. which i wont ferget.it will remain fresh it mind n nver will fade.ive confirm about my feelings.he made me so bright. he make so evrything. he had fulfill e empticious heart of mine with full of love.yes at times we did argue about small stuff but he make me smile weneva i feel so down . lonely. i dunno about u guys maybe i think im too over react over this love which to u guys is not confirm. but i don care.im e one who feel it. i cud feel it. e burning love waiting fer us. n evry niter i keep on saying.' thanks ALLAH fer sending me SUNNY to me. a guy who willing to accept me fer who i am. n dint bother about wat i am.' i keep saying tat non stop. n i had dis dream. i dream of an old man. i met hym in my dream tat was at a random bus stop. he saw me frownin n lookin so sad. he approached me and said dis which shocked me. "cu, jgn kamu bersedih. tiada gunanya tangisi atas org yg sudah khianati kamu dan tiada gunanya kamu merayu kepada org yg sudah hancurkan kamu. bangunlah kamu dari tidur mu cu n sedar la bahawa cinta mu sudah ada di depan mata hanya tunggu mase untuk menentu kan kalian". i did awake afta dat dream. it reali gives me a goosebumps. dat was at 3am in e morning. maybe ti u guys it was jus stupid dream. but i think it send msg to me. love is infront of ma eyes. i was thinkin who e person is. then i heard voices saying "look infront" i think its my instinct told me to. i saw SUNNY's photo dat jus developed from e kodak shop. tat i said to myself :maybe its hym dat man talkin about."
from there afta wat happen to me n sunny in e previous days passed we quarrel i realised dat he is e person tat i love most n needed most in life.
GOD PLEASE give me tat chance to be with hym.
i reali hope dat he is e person tat im lookin fer.
n im ready to settle down even it still early to said tis.
LOVE U SAYANG.
ARY.
Written by; ♥sakurako