Tuesday, June 2, 2009
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wello. sorry fer not blog sinc e last i post. im busy duin stuff..search fer jobs. plus abit lazy kos maybe to lack of sleep. well.. e last i blog was on 30th of May. yesterday was 1june2009 it was on monday. went to e expo thers john little sales. den went simei tolok out fer my keyboard.(rubber) as my laptop's keyboad kinda doesnt werk some of e letter spoilt. tats letter V. hahah pathetic!... then had u dinner at long john silver(LJS) (:... den headin home by bus. kinda a boring dae fer me.nothing much todo.weelll.... todae im suppose to go to JBwih my bro n sis in law. but im not allow to as my aunty kinda not in her mood. not sure wats wrong with her...so i guess i might be stayin at home duin nth..gosh i missed sunny. bi..... imissedyou so much laa sey.. (:ouh ya.. not only dat todae is my mama bdae.020609! happy berfdae mama.. may allah unite us bck 2gather as a one whole family.. btw mama. sunny wish you happy berfdae.! may god blessed u mama. i will owaes love u.n owaes pray to allah tat to protect u. n bring u to e path wher u belong to. ma,i missed u. i missed u showering me with ur love. infact i wanaa stay wth u n take good care of u. i dint blamed u fer wat happen fer e past 17 years. i knw n i cn feel dat wat u did is fer ur beloved ones.dat is me, adek, kakak. n abg. since dad passd away fer e last 3 years.(010906) dat was 5 days after my 16th bedae. n on 020906 oso e dae i knw he was my biologycal dad.):. dat moment i cudnt fergive myslef mama. fer ill-treat papa. i hate dem mama.. i hate dem fer not tellin me who is he.!! before i cud take care of hym, he 'go'ferx before i wana grant my own wish. but it was toolate.jus too late tobe sorry..! papa im srry imtruely sorry fer wat had happen..)'; mama i wont leave u mama.i willtake care of u wen imstill around..sunny n i eva discuss abt tis.. if i n hym were to be 2gather,we both will take care of u. n love u.. i wont neglect u mama. ipromise.!allah,give me strength to stay strong.this both hnds i hold up to u.please take care of my mama.fergive her.. ilove her..
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