I want to be
Your one, Your only.
Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
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ive been strugglin at home fer e past few days. infact oreadi been weeks. didi nothing much todae. jus sleepin e whole dae. but something makes me awake n alive! its sunny. he called me jus now and we had a talk. jus fer awhile not fer long. we jus laugh wen heard our both voices. as if tat was our ferst tym talkin on e fone. hey imy so much.! wel hope to talk again with u soon. well i was told he is goinn to flight off to AUS wat a great n lovely place. den head off to malaysia to visit his cousin. gonna miss hym pretty much.
and jyeah jus left with 1 day to spend at crib then dats it! workin tym! haa. ferz dae of startin a job as a sales girl. my ferz tym experience as dat position. i hope evrythin goes well n fime on thursday. pray hard fer me jyea people. n i reali missed my beloved cousin
MAR, WANEY AND MIMI. they are my lovelife. they had been ther fer me wen im in need. wen im sad they are there. i dont need tym to come all over from thier crib. but they comfy me with their lame jokes . hilarious! i love them so deeply! guys ure such a great cuzzie i ever had. all e ups n downs n my stupid crap that u guys tolerate! haa. but we still close to ech other. haa. infact ever since u guys appeared in me i felt as though i dont need any frens or love. but jyeah tis is life. love comes n go. dat goes with frens. but hye im meetin efa soon. meetin her afta werkin tym tat is at 7pm. i told her wats e plan wen we meet. goin fer dinner, den lepakings! takin pichas! n lots more.! jus wait fer tat dae! n i cant wait. eagerly want to meet her. afta dat soon gona planned with meera!
guess wat i need to sae dis n i hav to tell this. 2 days bck theres a girl getin her eye turn red! get wat i mean? well i jus cudent understand y u guys get so jealous over wat i had in life. but as fer me i was jus e same as other human beings. imnot somebody hav tat 'thang' (wateva in their mind thinkin off) tat u guys get jealous off. wen i ask wats with u guys, they jus replied me shut n fuck off. ! wtf! did i do anythin wrong to them? did i owe them $? stupid n such a irritating creature. n guess wat they did, they passed around my damn bloody number to all e stupid n worthless jerk! omg! jus wat they are thinkin? cant jus u guy leave me in peace..haiya not happy cn still bring tis siilly matter in a proper wae rite? so childish duh! indeed! this morron jus gettin on my nerve. argh. nvm ferget it.
i dun need to entertain them ryte? so kiddos! get a life bitches. wat i guys did are jus so silly. wat u guys gain from it? haha.. come on. jus sit back n relax ur mind. haa. well if u jealous jus admit it. but such a stupid n idiotic kind of thinkin gettin jealous over somebodies wae kind of life. grr... dumbdumb!. haha.
okeoke.. enuf of those siily creature!geez~ im countin down off to my big dae.! haa
happy sweet 8-teen.! but haix tat wiil be on RAMADHAN! aha. fastin month.. but tats a gud dae infact!. well i had alot of thing in mind to make it happenin. but i think it wudent jus gona happen. hmm. some more its fastin month. nothing cn get in hand. well but alot of things in mind tat i need to get it. diedie must get it. haa. jus financial management.! this tyme round focus n loyal to work! haa n get high pay! wee!! n promoted. .
did i jus mentioned promoted?? haa dream on girl! not gona happen. haha.. maybe it will insyaallah!amin...
theres something disturbed my mind. i jus cnt get rid of hym in mind n heart.
i cud still feel e burnin love in heart. haiz is dis called love? i really love n misses hym so much. ive been puttin myself to get to noe guys jus to ferget hym. but i jus cnt. i fail! i cnt ferget hym. n e love keep on growin. haix.. wat am i surpose to do? GOD please make me strong enuf to face all this alone. almost everydae in life i think about hym. not even a single dae i missed thinkin about hym. haix. gosh. i hate tis feelin wen i hav to get so emotional. but y i jus cnt ferget about hym jus like how i ferget all my exs?
till here.
good nites!
toodles~
Written by; ♥sakurako