Wednesday, July 22, 2009
[i found this on hys journal entry]
i found this in hys journal entry. afta i ask n read it i felt so hurt. =(
''Must've made you so sad to know that I was in love again Guess all the things that we had just wasn't good enough for you .........When I gave you my wordsyou turned around and you hurt me, tell me why Thought that you was my girl I guess that's makes me the same I was the one that gave you my heart How could you turn around and play these games Now, baby, don't you cry Look in my eyes How did you feel when you gave my love away Now that I'm doing better Moving on with my life You wanna try to come around just to say you want me You say you make me better but all you do is lie Cause every night you goin be creeping with another man I don't wanna be there waiting every night wondering if you are with another guy If I was to give you all my love again you would only turn around and leave me lonely I gave you all the love that I know I let you know that you're my heart and my soul So why you wanna give my love away Nothing in the world that you can do will make me wanna stay ''i jus ask hym jus now. he said jus a song but infact maybe real..wen i read it, it was like wat happen to me and hym recently. if he fall in love again, wat im left with? i feel like was jus a girl who keep on receiving hurts n pain..ive been lovin hym till now. if it true. hav to let go. my heart was cryin n go on cryin jus to bare e pain in heart jus to stand strong koz of love. but in end i hav to let go e faithful love. but if this is e best fer us, i will accept it fer e sake of love. honestly i was not strong wen our love ends. n infact it happen n impossible fer us to be bck 2gather. maybe e next dae u'll find e happiness dat u searchin fer. if u found one, ive to let go of u n e feelings of love dat i kept fer u till now. if e entry was about me, im soori if i hurt u in anywae, but ive never mingle around wen i lost u in my grab.='(why is this keep on happenin to me? n all i hav to do is patients n move on wen e scar u left is stll fresh.my life had never felt i was damn special. n wen i tot i wud get n catch it . but infact it lost in a glance of my eye. n it went of to somebody else. ive been tryin not to think of u but i cant. ive been hurtin myself by not eat a proper food. lie to all dat i cud move on with a normal life n start a fresh but infact i still love u , infact o still need u. i missed u everydae n nite. haix..y?y? u give me dis kind of punishment GOD?mar im sorry i cnt let sunnt go from my heart. but now he said dat entry maybe true. i was hurt by it. omg. i feel so sad n torn.='( how am i tyrin to get over it?omgomgomg!!!i was cryink. (-,_-)
Written by; ♥sakurako