Thursday, July 2, 2009
[its comin to an end. =(]

i noe u wud read tis. i noe u still love me. i noe u still want me. please ...=(
it happen so fast, wen we cud never end get to be 2gather. ive never tot things wud end up in a mess n u reacted so fast to end this precious moment of us . we are gettin nearer to our happy moments tat we hav been waitin fer. but it never seems to reach e golden line. we had gone tru alot. n alot more problems we gone tru 2gather tat bitter then tis but we still cud over come it. but yesterdae is something which nobody wants it to happen but yet it happen. yes its my fault. if u never start it all it wont even happen . but why? why it happen so quickly? why must it happen wen i truely love u n wana be with u. ive been waitin fer u to accept me to be ur bride but it been destroy n ruin by bitch like me. ive never felt lost like this before. is this being called love dat ive been lookin fer.? ya allah. fergive fer e sins dat ive done towrds sunny. i wish cud turn bck e tym to cherish our moments 2gather. how u showered me with ur love n care + attention dat i get frm u. ur such a lovely soul came into my life. u brought me happiness n laughter of joy bck to my body down to my feet. ur are e wonder in life. u are e guy tat ive been lookin fer.
i remember those tyms we promise to ech other. not to leave ech other even we are not in a good term. i remember u told me u love me. i remember u told me wen u wake up early in e morning from ur sleep u will bck up and look fer ur fone to see msgs from me. i remember u told me not to worry im oni yours. i remember u told me all dat its still fresh in my memories. but wher are e promises dat u wont leave me? where? where are e promises u told me tat u will care fer me.? ive make mistake dat makes u hate me. n i remembered u told me we gona take care of mama wen we are togather. i did told mama about dat. even promise her to take care of her 2gather with u. i told mama all about us, she was happy to hear upon us wantin to take care of her. but yesterdae, she sound sad n disappointed hearin tat everything has come to an end.
she never tot it wont happen also. she never tot we both cud break our promises towrds her. she called u she tried to talk n tell advise us. she want us to go far n fulfill our promises together. buti dint seen want to ans her called.
i cried all nite n avoid my medic n my meal given by e doc n nursers. =( ive been dyingly to talk to u but u rejected me harshly. u said u love u said u care. but y u end tis wen our happiness is on e way to us. and we cud be together. i noe u love i noe u still care but i jus doesnt want to show it anymore. i noe u soft i noe u ther to listen but ur ego is conquerin ur soul. ive never regret havin u part in my life. im glad n syukur dat allah send u to me to make me happy n feel love. but y u end it all. wen i love n don wana lose u in my arm. y u take bck all e happiness n laughter in me? u told me u love me sunnt onli me. u told me u will wait fer me to get use to e situation in ur world sunny. where all those werds gone to? wher sunny?
u noe i love u. u noe im in thirst fer ur love. but y take it all bck with u n left me scar behind e wound?. u noe dat ive alwaes wanted u in my life u alreadi noe dat. n u agreed to us. please sunny give me jus one more chance please i promise u everythin will be diff. i noe im bad. but please give me jus one opportunity jus one to prove to u tat im worth it.please. dun end it tis wae sunny. please remember our promises.. n please sunny fer our sake of love n mama. please. jus one more.
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Written by; ♥sakurako