Saturday, August 29, 2009
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e reason y i use red colour font as it resembles my heart thats bleed. those love thati use to hav all gone n vanished as shits happen ysterdae. i tot he is e one fer me but he's not. i tot he cud be e one that purify my heart but he is not e one. whateva we did together n whateva we going tru together is meaninless to hym. onli if dat 'thing' dint happen i woudnt be in this state. at fers we both managed to settle things n not to affext our relation but it happen now to me. i tot u are diff but u had prove to me u are just e oneof them. my blog hasnt been a gud one. i know u guys realised that. same goes to me. my life wasnt beena gud memorable one but its worst than a nightmare. you are just being selfish. u said u love, u said u care but u dint. u choose to end it up. its ur decision. yes i may respect it n i shall go. but how am i gointo face all e hurts tat happen to me. u said i pressure u . not oni u .i feel e pressure too. u make me wait fer days n sometime almost week fer ur return. buti dint said u pressure me as i dont wanna hurt u. i kept it fer myself. so that i wont go over board. but i dint realised it even once. u tot im fine n im oke. but im not. during e ferz time u confess to me dat u like me den u said u love. but ur love aint true as u end it in this manner. such a hurtful thing in life. it happen to me alot of time. whenever i being straight forward u choose to run awy from e reality n went off tellin me tat we are not as one. n we cant make it. u givin me hopes. high hopes. i giv u my all but u betrayed me. u say wanna take things slow, but u still choose to let me go at last. u are being unfair to me. ive risk my life to be with u. ive never take u fer granted. i wana love u like i never love someone before. guys will always be guys. u said ferget abt e past we did. its easy fer u cause ur a guy with no hearts n feelings. im a lady with all those. i choose to be frank so to make u know dat i love. but as fer u, u take it things so lightly n u ran awy. once a liar always be a liar.
fers it was norriz, then sunny, now its u.
its true what people said, dont judge someone by e looks. soo its true tat i missjudge u. i tot when u hav e qualification n u hav all e assets u are one in a million. but i was totaly wrong. u are a man with thousand of faces. just like a guys next door. shall not say much. koz it hurtinme deep down.
hav to move on withnormal life as before. bck to square one.
to syahrizal,
thnks fer all e kindness towrds me. n thnks fer e love that u said its a pure n true.
thnks fer e slipper. thnks fer e brokenheart. thnks fer night. thnks fer e treat.
thnks fer e broken promises. thnks fer e empty hopes. thnks fer e care n concern.
thnks fer e kiss n hugs. thnks fer being ther fer me. n thousand thnk q fer eveything.
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Written by; ♥sakurako
Friday, August 28, 2009
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to all the love ones,thnks fer e great n sweet wishes. especially mimi, mar, waney u guys are great. u guys are e seven colours dat completes me. e wishes is more then enough. to my all frens, yansufi, azam, wawan, kak rinie, kak ezah, daya, izzat, kecik, yazid, efa etc; n to e rest thnks fer all e wishes. u guys are wonderful drugs of mine.=)to syahrizal, thnks sayang fer e wishes. and, its kinda hurt dat u cancel it. due to something. =( on dat big dae of mine. all went suck. i sat a e mrt n tears out. waitin fer ur call n all. but i dint even respond. u make me waited fer all. n break my fast just with no apitite.
Written by; ♥sakurako
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it has been daes since last he contact me. afta hys prepaid went gone i dint hear anything from hym at all. i tears all night n eat improper meal. what eva i do at werk or home feel so wrong. nothing has done well. he used to be ther whenever i beep hym but now not even once. i feel so lonely. my life feels like an empty tin wher got loud sound but nothings insyd. just emptiness. gettin rid of the feelin? i just cant. its hard task fer me to do it so. each n everysingle day i live, ive never even not think about hym. we both use to tell our wherabouts but now it feel so hopeless n nothin cn be done. ive been wastin full of my time cryin over this matter. i miss hys presence. hys voice. && all. is this my fate? y ive been given this kind of awful feelin n difficult test to get to these obstacles. i reali have hard time goin tru all this alone. no guide lines n no clues in it. it just hurts n torn.=(
its not easy to purify this lil heart. && its not easy to accept e unexpected dat arrive at any moment or upcoming time to time. is this e punishment that i get fer wht ive done in years bck? or is this a random moment that comes n go n all goes bck to normal? none of those questions i know e answers. just blank mind. ur absents had made me into a dull n bore person. life thats full of torns n hurts. ive gone tru all this fer years i tot i cud made it this time round. ive been hopin fer to be a luckiest girl eva but it seems that e door to my love journey is lock. n cnt be open. force it hard but still its lock. i reali missed hym. ive been tears-ing fer hym to call me. but not even a call from hym each and everyday ive waited. i dun wish whateva that ive gone tru in e past happens again. please not this time. i gve my all to hav just one more life night with u to feel e love. && its like im riskin my life to be standin next to u to feel e warmness of ur breath n cuddle. but it was all in one dream. just a dream. e pillar to our love almost fall. but im still holdin on to it. cause i know u will come bck fer my love. i dun care if im devotee or desperate. those people will never feel what i feel now even they hav gone tru this before me. but e feelin is much more deeper den anyone else.=(
"ever since u came into my life,
u had made a big impact to it.
u change me into somebody
&& u all colours to it.
u light up my life & u are e light
fer u bulb in my heart.
years hav past but i still hunt by those
bad memories of mine.
until e time has arrived && god creates u
he send u down to earth n meet me.
from there e love began to grow n spread.
e virus of love is e pillar to
strengthen e beautiful melody of our
love chapter."
Written by; ♥sakurako
Monday, August 24, 2009
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life is reali boring.
nothing much i cud say in e blog section now.
no more all e great moments or story dat i cud share.
jyeah just wait oke lovelies..
update soon with full of love.
Written by; ♥sakurako
Sunday, August 23, 2009
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to the biggest bitch and minahrep!
hey bitch,
stop being sore in people's eye includin me. at e fers time i saw u, i reali hate to see yr damn face. ive never say dat i hav e perfection in my appearance. but even if i dun, atleast never i show u e baddest part of me. e fers impression u make to my side was nothing! just a werds of REJECTION! stupid my cousin of mine to hav choose u as hys lover. 'one in a million'? nah i dun think soo. but ure just like a girl next door. one person dat hav thousands of clone. haha. nothing special in u. blind to see in real love. well its good dat u hav been fucked! i feel like puke wen i heard or see ur face at this estate. dun u eva use dat WANSUAY to me coz i aint like all those minahs includin u, (A). shall not say ur name in here. might by makin somebody's eyes turn red n heartache. jyea i dun mind if tat somebody gettin pissed readin tis blog section.well it meant fer i. im typin tis n wastin ma typin jyea just fer u. awww. how sweet. u are jus a girl. jyea just a normal street girl dat can make decision on ur own. hahaa. pity ur life jyeah. ouh. yesyes i rembered u tellin me dat ure a spoilt brat dat dun heed any advice, hang out n not come bck home. hav a wild life with dat tattoo ink on ur forehead. u thinki care? u think i damn fuckin care about u tattoo n ur wild life? haa u got it wrong babe. all that means nothing to me. but u say it out with full of energy n being proud of being a spoiler. geez. nobody wants dat kind of life but i insists to hav it. yeah ur choice anywae. well tell ur father DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BAD OR DISCRIBE ANYTHING ABOUT MY FAMILY OR RELATIVES!
get it ? or need me to repeat? oke i repeat yeah.
DO NOT SAY ANYTHING OR DISCRIBE ANYTHING ABOUT MY FAMILY OR RELATIVES! koz u know nothing about them. ur father knows nothing. he is such a loser n coward dat dun dare to say it infront of us. FUCKED UR MOTHER ASS! yes im rude! yes im suck! sooo?? haha.. ur father dun deserve e respect he deserve to be kick in hys dick n let hym lay down dead! jerk!
nn u ask me to wait and see wat u gona do to me? omg!! im soooooooooo scared (A).. please dun hurt me. pfft! haah bullshit. do it if u dare! well nothing scares me. nothing. ure just a piece of shit. well girl ur matrep is ther fer u. sooo jyeah dun be sooo plastic by sayin.' i still regard ur family like mine. i still will come to ur dad's bdae n i buy hym a cake . its a promise" haha bullshit. jus a sentence. crap! girl ure rippin here babe. u aint needed in this family of mine n all.
Written by; ♥sakurako
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awww.. blogger is being sucha user friendly now. haha.. just try once n jyeah pic uploaded.!
this wed 26th aug 2009 im meetin my nerdyboi! celebrating my big dae. cheyy, sweet 8teen. started to miss hym oreadi. he is now singin with his sis. haa cuteness of hym. today's day was sooo damn boring. makin me soo turn off. turn off?? i said dat? . .. haha. fers dae of fastin just now. but i dint. ekeke.. leave fer 2 days. mondae will be it. ee..=)
boredness is killin meeeeee..!
now im at mars crib sleepin over her house. jyeah accompany her to do her art dat due on mondae! haa.. her lazyness of duin her art werk. haha. freeeaaakin damn bored. like a dead shell . =(pfft! no idea wat to type either. my daily life is almost e same like e dae before n previous one. haiz... nothing cud change it until someone cheer me up yaww. now chattin with love before he goin to sleep.
my mind is blaaaaank =)!
seriously ive got no more werds to type here. but u just cant leave it blank jyeah. hmm.. talkin about love? sex? about people n charaacter? okok.. none of e above. haha. nn. im now lookin at mar. shes duin her art werk n chat at e same time. how to finish her werk. haiya.. =) now iwan is havin a bad time with his ex gf! omgomg.! boredness is killin me.! (-.-)' lookin at hys face sooo stress. haaha.. n hys ex gf was not reali in love with hym. soo fast got someone new. fuck laa.. all this shit happen to all my cousins! fuckin shit. motherfuckertits! damn u gerl.
okok... now enuf of all the probs ive heard. its time fer me to clear off n delete off all those stupid stuff dat stuck in myhead. damn headache! u people pisses me ! get a life darn u losers ass!
Labels: people are just soooo irritating
Written by; ♥sakurako
Saturday, August 22, 2009
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i missed dis dude!! syahrizal!!!
meetin u soon baby!! muah!
Written by; ♥sakurako
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ignore e pic above. haha. randomly taken!
good mawnink sleepyhead.
First of all, SELAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL MUSLIMS. =) jangan puase yokyok.. dose tau.. we girls lau tak puase ader sebab. Allah loves us dats y kasi cuti hhaa.=) okeoke.. but dun take fer granted jyeah.
to my beloved dearest bestfriend noor,
heylove. just ferget what happen oke. tht jerk dat u were talkin to me earlier he such an idiots laa.he doesnt worth to confront with. jyeah as u know he is such a 'great fuckin storyteller'. actuali he deserve a tight slap from me. let me teach hym a good damn lesson. he tot tat every girl wud fall n listen to e craps he create. hey how long u take to came up all those shit ideas of urs? aint u think about peoples feelings? come on damn it, thinkthink & think wat if dis happen to ur own sis if u hav one. u will definitly sided her n do wats e best to dat fuckin shit ryte? same goes to me. so well. if i were to right a long blog post i dun think u will read it but others will n they will fer sure came up with a name to lable u. i may not know wats those funny n cute names to give u. well wait n see oke. if u happens to pass by this flabberghausted girl 's blog do read tis whole section. its all fer u babi! haha. baby aint a nice name fer u damnit. hehe. babi will do. hee. swine u farhan!!! gettin on peoples nerves! ouh come on u dunhav to create a fairy tales n started to crack a lie n bad mouth my noor oke! please shes e victim of urs. dun be like s bitch mouth. dun u ever hurt her oke. enuf of e trouble u developed in e past. dun bring it back to haunt her. u know her weaknesses. but u still insists on hurtin her. please fer goodness sake n its fer ur own bloody damn good. stay awy from. her get her name clean as before. no more nonsense from u farhan. to me its a normal thing jerk like u hav dis bitch mouth. grow up bro. ur age n mine soo much big gap. well enuf laa. u wont even apply to it.
so noor, jus relax oke. i wont let such things happen again.if he does, i will make sure his finger cant even type n hys mouth cnt even tok. jus wind tats enter in n out. i mean it noor. take my werds. i wont hesitate to do such a thing. serious ly!
Written by; ♥sakurako
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
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1 more week to go!!! fer ma big dae!!!! wuuuhuuuu!!!!!
wish me yea guys!! will be waiting!!! hehee....
now time shows 11:38pm. but yet i havent gotten my shower . from werk then paaap! lepak! tiring dae. but hilarious wednesday! reali had fun with those abg n kakak ther. haaha.. even customer complaint or wat we still cud make fun of it. i tot my day is such a bore. ut with them around they cheer me up instead.! thnks guys. supossingly im suposed to meet babySyah. but jyeah cant took off day todae . as shortage of man power. our gerek BM is out fer vacation. haha. on fridae she will be bck i guess. well enuf of werk stuff n dae.
basically i dunno wat im gonna talk about tonite. freakkkin lazy to ermm. crack ma brains to search memory bck to get e ideas of how n wher to start. koz nothing much i cud tell about my life nowadays. like i said my life is such a bore. haha.. it was like fish dat being left out fer afew hours n no one touches it n it become so slimmy n jyeah spoilt. but of course im noooot a fish dumbhead. keke.. sorrie abit harsh name. hehe. n u know wat, I pissed me off.! pfft! he reali spoil my bloody damn mood.! omgomg!!! cn u please fer once. stay out from my affair. with who or who e person is dat im with now doesnt concern u much. omg! ouh come on laa. ders sooo much things to do y u must come n distured my own bloody affair dat dosent owe u anithing. alerrrmakkk!! okeok let me open a topic.
wanna know soomething? ders dis lil young girl dat still under beyond parent control even she oready big n old enuf to go with her own pace of life but jyeah her parent hold her bck. hehe. pity u dear "bestfriend'! aww.... ur stories are soo reali n soo scared, full of emotions n full of big harsh werds to scare people off n make e fers tot dat she a big gangsta of all e estate! haha. but e second tot shes jus minor. haa so waaat if uhav all those bigs werds n ur big damn head. dun u tink people might head down n say yes to u or look high on u. two werds fer ya. dream on girl. hee. well ur stories makes me giggle to death! haha. let me tell u someting. n let me share u a story. short story. err.. , maybe not story i jus make it short to let u understand a simple english oke? n i wont make it too complicatin fer u oke? =)
there are people who owaes use harsh werds to make a big huuhaa over a thing dat doesnt worht to talk about or sometime they use harsh werds or big werds just to pull us down . but in actual fact people who tends to talk n came out with big harsh werds to fuck people was those who is tryin to hide their weakness or uncapabality of fullfilling something. just to hide it. well if u still dunt understand e above i make it easier fer u by summarised all those in a werd. which is COWARD. jyeah oni cowards does tat.
so girl please. mirror urself oke.=)
Written by; ♥sakurako
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
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WHAT DO WE CALL PEOPLE WHO INTERFER IN SOMEBODY'S MATTER? A PERSON WITH NO LIFE? OR A IDIOTICS DAT TRYIN TO LABLED THEMSELVES AS A UNWANTED SPECIES DAT COME FROM NOWHER.?
i dun give a damn to those people. hehe.. wat i noe in happy with wat i alwaes wanted. n jyeah ive found it. n done! already settled. haha.. im stubborn? reali? is dat e good werds to describe me? im a stubborn girl? neh, ure wrong. let tell u this straight to ur face , a better werd fer me is im assertive. noe wats e meaning to it? it means;being confident, so people can't force you to do things you don't want to do. n jyeah its good to be assertive person. u are just a arguementative person. a person who loves toooo disagree and cant accept wat people said. && yes dats u. hhaa. imnow being rude or being a big headed here. but infact in stating e truth about u. dumb ass. =) well so wat if im a girl with no manners or watsoeva shit u people call.. dis is me e oni efah. nobody, cud jyeah tell me off. cause i aint own tis world or earth. u guys are jus jealous. ouuh coome on.. why still bother to stood still in my life which u guys gain nothing to it. haiya.. worthless laa guys.. bucked up please. get e better stable job earn money n get a life laa. den feef ur flaky family includin u.
better not talk much waste tym n breath n jyea mind tired of thinkin werds. haha.
nights suckers.
Written by; ♥sakurako
Sunday, August 16, 2009
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my life is reali turn out to be a miserable one. he dint text me e whole dae. =( i turn out cryink rite now. idk y. it reali sucks havin dis stress feeling. i reali miss LAZIRHAYS. i realli doo. omg! my tears keep on rolling down n thinkin about hym. cant ferget e precious moment we had 2gather. it such a meaningful one. i cant denied. he give tat impact n made a diff in my own life. he change me to a person tat worth. im glad to know someone better den previous. last night havin this misunderstandin btwn ech other. i take it, its my fault. yes its mine. im sorry an d i promise, i wont repeated it again. i do regret. i dun wish things to go e opposite wae. e pic above is pic afta i went out with hym. e smile dat i put never been like dat before. dat smile was a smile dat tellin me im e luckiest girl to known hym. omg. i love hym . but i cnt put high hopes. i dont noe whether im hys type. i dun noe whether he is please with me. i hope i was. i hope im e one. i reali pray hard. i really want tat surprise to happen. i cud feel my own heart pumping. e sense of luv send it to whole n sayin he is my soul to my body. yes its still earli. as wen im beside hym as wen he hug n kiss me. he held ma hands. e love developed. i cnt force it to stop ther n said enuf. i cnt just cant. it keep on growin. i hope u are too syah. i tot i cnt move on. but in actual fact yes i cn move on. e great impact he made in my life was such a wonderful one.
he owaes giv me e wae fers. all ferz for me.=( omg now im tears wen i recall everything n every single mins n hour dat we spent together without anyone disturbed. oh god. please grant ma wish. i dun want history to come bck from e past. it reali haunt me down. e feelin of it was terrible. it was like my worst nightmare ever. we went out afew times. n yes we did havin fun. seriously havin fun. i cant ferget all those, yes dis might be e same as e previous post dat i posted days ago. but yes its e fact dat i cud rember it from a - z. everythin still fresh in mind. he is such a gentleman. he told me e longest relation was 6months. koz girls dumped hym kos he got no asset. but i dun care all tat. i noe wana love hym, care fer hym and all. i dun wana be a girl labled as a girl dat guys hoping same as hopin sex partner.! no im not tat. please give me e chance to make u see e brighter side of me dat i cud be e one dat holdin on to our pole of love till e end. god willing. amin..
syahrizal, i reali miss u. miss us, miss our days crackin jokes shared stories, went out 2gather,e laughter of urs n us. we holdin hand tite.we kiss fer e fers time at douby ghaut, all our memories are still fresh in me. i reali hope dat wher eva u are u cud feel dat i reali misses u! i reali do syah.
just how i wish i cud shout ur name out. so dat e whole world to noe dat i hav u in life. yes they may think im crazy maybe u also cud think e same way. but i dun care. koz i want to make sure dat i noes it. everysingle night n day, mins n hours u e onli guy i thought of. no one else. it maybe sweet werds dat i utter here. but im not. it reali from e bottom of ma heart. even my cousins cud think im despo or crazy. go ahead n think wat u wana think about me. i dun give n damn even fer awhile/mins. coz dey noe my love to e one i love. name it im ready fer it just to show u dat im ready fer wateva outcome dat comes.
LAZIRHAYS ♥ EZORA'ARY
Written by; ♥sakurako
Friday, August 14, 2009
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hello buggies! =)life is sucks now. turn me into a 'dead corpse' no life, no enjoyment, no fun and etc; jyeah now ma life is busy with ma werk n stuff. everyday face damn customer. damn it. n things happen in a chaotic wae. too much chaos tat irritating customer make. okoke.. stop about werkin life of mine. make it short, MY LIFE NOW SUCKS!
now, its about syahrizal.! haa. i noe u guys must hav been browsin in here checkin fer new post about hym ryte? well actuali i cant reali say tat much jyeah. well not to e next stage yet. but atleast thers 1 step up . haa. dat is level 2; deepen our chemistry. hehe. want me to elaborate? suresure=).. . hmm. its basically about our bonding. jyeah. hee.. not even a month we both noe ech other. but we both its like went tru alot of memories 2gather, starts from watchin movie then lepak-ings at cathay, followed by e 2nd meeting andd mooore. jyeah even just about 3tyms meet. i feelin it i mean e love dat i hav. jyeah i noe its too early, i noe dat but no matter wat i ve to follow hys pace by takin thing slow n steady infact dats ma idea . noo la both actualy. haha,
meetin hym up soon!!!! yeay!!! kinda miss hym much though! hehe.. wonderin wat he do.i cnt ferget he said tis"i think wat we did wasnt a psat tym actuali." omg i noe wat he means. omgomg!! hope my dream come true. n jyeah im countin down fer my bdae. on e 26th .. hope he will be e ferz to wish me. ily baby. but i cnt put hopes dat high. its a risk actually. so jyeah follow with e flow n i do trust hym. n hys not one of them dat i blacklisted before. jyeah its still early fer me to judge hym dat deep. wait fer e moment of truth. n everythings gone be reveal. n dat nite is gona be e worst or e happiest moment fer me n hym. PRAY HARD EFAH.
wellweelll. hehe not to ferget ma superduperirritating cousins! MAR WANEY N MIMI! HAHA. u guys rawk!yeah! well meet up soon jyeah. tmr outtin tk jadi kan? soooo boring. lau tk we all camwhore.! exclude e ladies dat married.! hhaa.. badbadbad..! well hey puase is comin up . cant wait.! its a must fer u guys to breakfast at ma crib one of e dae taul,!=) guysguysguys.. wanna noe wat. on my bdae, he gona bring me to eat fondue.! haha.. random kan.. preeeetty cute. n afta dat eat nasi ayam penyet at kampong melayu. maybe to other booring destination but im havin fun with hym! reali!! weeee.. i noe conferm dier bace . he must thought im crazzie! hahaa. love u guys. well wani stop it ehk kao n suar kilat kao. hehe.but lawa la kan.. n nur bile nk otp lameer2 talkin about tat 'HOT TOPIC! ' AHAHA. u noe i noe. n mar biler n kuar ngn aku haha bedok pon bedok laa...
klaa see yar,, see u in next post!
Written by; ♥sakurako
Monday, August 10, 2009
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hello online diary.!=)
it has been aaaaa loooong time since last i update ma blog. actuali thers alot of things happen during m away fer few weeks . jyeaaah dats y ive got no time to update! hee.. sorrie yeah. ouh btw, ive already found a new job. being a CSO at tanjong pagar singpost. hee. oke laa rather i stayed at home n shake leg. heehe n expandin ma butt. grrr.. fatso me!.
today is my baby prince berdae dat is my superb nephew! MOHAMMAD AKID ARIQ! HAPPY BERFDAE SAYANG. already 1 year in tis world. keke! yesterdae had prayers fer my late grandpa. haix pretty missed hym !=( okeok.. shud not be sad over people tat had already dead. hope he rest in peace.before we proceed to prayer, in tat afternoon we celebrate akid's 1year bedae. hee. hilarious n exciting. haa. e ice cream was damn delicious. COOKIES & CREAM ICE CREAM CHOCOLATE CAKE! omg!! is sound so tempting! hehe. well wat a 1yr boy cud do? haa cudent even blow a candle so my niece, yaya n darwisha blew it. haa. so cute n adorable! keke!!
andandand!!!! guess wat i went date with syahrizal! hee.. oh man it was awesome! before i went further wat we do n wher we went, something happen e day before. it happens during we smsin ech. dat was at night. i cudent really recall wat n wher we started our conversation, ouh yar if im not wrong, we started about wat we gona wear. haahaa. well we planned to wear someting like eerrr.. so not casual but.. heeehee u noe wat i mean ryte syah! hee.den we both reali hope to finish early e next dae. koz cnt pretty wait fer tmr's plan. den he asked me tis quest,
s: you, you dont own by somebody right?
me: no.y?
s: ure single right?
me: im not.y?
s: do u have somebody in mind?
me: i do. wat abt u?
s: no=) i dont have.=)
me: y u askin me all tis? (if im not wrong i send tat?)
s: i surprise for you tmr. dun worry its a good thing.=)
me: wat u mean? izit by action or by things?
s: no action. about heart.=)feelings=)
me: i still don get it wat u tryin to sae. nvm wait fer tmr.
s: jyeah dun worry its a good tmr.=)
this msg i was about to send to hym abt e question dat he as me *do you hav somebody in mnd?*> actuali e person in my mind now is you. but i think its too early fer me to tell u tis straight forward. jyeah so i jus keep it to myself till im ready.
e dae has come and it was hilarious day with hym, we reali spent tym wisely. den came tis part wen i ask hym wat e surprise all about n my curiousity is killinme!!
me: b wat is e surprise u were sayin yesterdae?
s: actuali ive think through. but i duno whether to you is random or not.
me: wat u mean random? so wat is it?
s: errr.. nvm gimme tym=) it not e right place to tell u. hee. let me think tru again.
(arggh!! it was damn nervous waitin fer hym to say out)
me: ive been waitin fer u to say since yesterdae. haiya.
(but he dint say it! damn! haha)
s: okeok.. but not now haaa. wait till we meet at e right place.
haha.. oh man.
actuali i noe wat he gona sae. den
yesterdae night .we smsin. jyeah misses ech other n tot of meetin but cancelled due to hys auntie passed away.=( haiz.. so pity hym. but yesterdae night i got e ans fer all my doubt n curiousity! haa..
he texts me this. but fer i ask hym tis i still wana noe wat is e surprise. n i wana noe whether e surprise still on?
message from hym @ 01:10:55 10-08-2009
s: the suprise is. i like you. but its kinda take time fer me to build love bck.i dah lamer no gf. haha.
me:wat?! u like me?! omg! omg! u wana noe wat?
s: what??,, haha.
me: ive been keeping it frm e dae we met.omg! but i jus keep it koz i sae mustahil he like me.den i jus go on with e flow.dat nite i tot i wana tell u who is in ma mind but wen i think bck its kinda too fast to talk abt it. so i remain silence. haha omg! no wonder u say its not e right place to say . haha. but here oso not e ryte place ley. hehe.
s:but i cant wait hee=) err but we take it slow ok.=)
me:u cant wait fer wat? haa.err yeah jus take it slow till u n me ready.koz i da nak stick to 1 n settle down even im still young. but jyeah ive tot tru. so u must tink far oke? i dun want thing to go wrong n puttin hopes. jyeah guys been hurtin me alot.
s: alright take it slow. n steady.
tat about me n hym.. ily syah!
xoxo.
Written by; ♥sakurako
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