it has been aaaaa loooong time since last i update ma blog. actuali thers alot of things happen during m away fer few weeks . jyeaaah dats y ive got no time to update! hee.. sorrie yeah. ouh btw, ive already found a new job. being a CSO at tanjong pagar singpost. hee. oke laa rather i stayed at home n shake leg. heehe n expandin ma butt. grrr.. fatso me!.

today is my baby prince berdae dat is my superb nephew! MOHAMMAD AKID ARIQ! HAPPY BERFDAE SAYANG. already 1 year in tis world. keke! yesterdae had prayers fer my late grandpa. haix pretty missed hym !=( okeok.. shud not be sad over people tat had already dead. hope he rest in peace.before we proceed to prayer, in tat afternoon we celebrate akid's 1year bedae. hee. hilarious n exciting. haa. e ice cream was damn delicious. COOKIES & CREAM ICE CREAM CHOCOLATE CAKE! omg!! is sound so tempting! hehe. well wat a 1yr boy cud do? haa cudent even blow a candle so my niece, yaya n darwisha blew it. haa. so cute n adorable! keke!!

andandand!!!! guess wat i went date with syahrizal! hee.. oh man it was awesome! before i went further wat we do n wher we went, something happen e day before. it happens during we smsin ech. dat was at night. i cudent really recall wat n wher we started our conversation, ouh yar if im not wrong, we started about wat we gona wear. haahaa. well we planned to wear someting like eerrr.. so not casual but.. heeehee u noe wat i mean ryte syah! hee.den we both reali hope to finish early e next dae. koz cnt pretty wait fer tmr's plan. den he asked me tis quest,

s: you, you dont own by somebody right?

me: no.y?

s: ure single right?

me: im not.y?

s: do u have somebody in mind?

me: i do. wat abt u?

s: no=) i dont have.=)

me: y u askin me all tis? (if im not wrong i send tat?)

s: i surprise for you tmr. dun worry its a good thing.=)

me: wat u mean? izit by action or by things?

s: no action. about heart.=)feelings=)

me: i still don get it wat u tryin to sae. nvm wait fer tmr.

s: jyeah dun worry its a good tmr.=)

this msg i was about to send to hym abt e question dat he as me *do you hav somebody in mnd?*> actuali e person in my mind now is you. but i think its too early fer me to tell u tis straight forward. jyeah so i jus keep it to myself till im ready.

e dae has come and it was hilarious day with hym, we reali spent tym wisely. den came tis part wen i ask hym wat e surprise all about n my curiousity is killinme!!

me: b wat is e surprise u were sayin yesterdae?

s: actuali ive think through. but i duno whether to you is random or not.

me: wat u mean random? so wat is it?

s: errr.. nvm gimme tym=) it not e right place to tell u. hee. let me think tru again.

(arggh!! it was damn nervous waitin fer hym to say out)

me: ive been waitin fer u to say since yesterdae. haiya.

(but he dint say it! damn! haha)

s: okeok.. but not now haaa. wait till we meet at e right place.

haha.. oh man.

actuali i noe wat he gona sae. den

yesterdae night .we smsin. jyeah misses ech other n tot of meetin but cancelled due to hys auntie passed away.=( haiz.. so pity hym. but yesterdae night i got e ans fer all my doubt n curiousity! haa..

he texts me this. but fer i ask hym tis i still wana noe wat is e surprise. n i wana noe whether e surprise still on?

message from hym @ 01:10:55 10-08-2009

s: the suprise is. i like you. but its kinda take time fer me to build love bck.i dah lamer no gf. haha.

me:wat?! u like me?! omg! omg! u wana noe wat?

s: what??,, haha.

me: ive been keeping it frm e dae we met.omg! but i jus keep it koz i sae mustahil he like me.den i jus go on with e flow.dat nite i tot i wana tell u who is in ma mind but wen i think bck its kinda too fast to talk abt it. so i remain silence. haha omg! no wonder u say its not e right place to say . haha. but here oso not e ryte place ley. hehe.

s:but i cant wait hee=) err but we take it slow ok.=)

me:u cant wait fer wat? haa.err yeah jus take it slow till u n me ready.koz i da nak stick to 1 n settle down even im still young. but jyeah ive tot tru. so u must tink far oke? i dun want thing to go wrong n puttin hopes. jyeah guys been hurtin me alot.

s: alright take it slow. n steady.

tat about me n hym.. ily syah!

xoxo.