I want to be
Your one, Your only.
Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Friday, August 28, 2009
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it has been daes since last he contact me. afta hys prepaid went gone i dint hear anything from hym at all. i tears all night n eat improper meal. what eva i do at werk or home feel so wrong. nothing has done well. he used to be ther whenever i beep hym but now not even once. i feel so lonely. my life feels like an empty tin wher got loud sound but nothings insyd. just emptiness. gettin rid of the feelin? i just cant. its hard task fer me to do it so. each n everysingle day i live, ive never even not think about hym. we both use to tell our wherabouts but now it feel so hopeless n nothin cn be done. ive been wastin full of my time cryin over this matter. i miss hys presence. hys voice. && all. is this my fate? y ive been given this kind of awful feelin n difficult test to get to these obstacles. i reali have hard time goin tru all this alone. no guide lines n no clues in it. it just hurts n torn.=(
its not easy to purify this lil heart. && its not easy to accept e unexpected dat arrive at any moment or upcoming time to time. is this e punishment that i get fer wht ive done in years bck? or is this a random moment that comes n go n all goes bck to normal? none of those questions i know e answers. just blank mind. ur absents had made me into a dull n bore person. life thats full of torns n hurts. ive gone tru all this fer years i tot i cud made it this time round. ive been hopin fer to be a luckiest girl eva but it seems that e door to my love journey is lock. n cnt be open. force it hard but still its lock. i reali missed hym. ive been tears-ing fer hym to call me. but not even a call from hym each and everyday ive waited. i dun wish whateva that ive gone tru in e past happens again. please not this time. i gve my all to hav just one more life night with u to feel e love. && its like im riskin my life to be standin next to u to feel e warmness of ur breath n cuddle. but it was all in one dream. just a dream. e pillar to our love almost fall. but im still holdin on to it. cause i know u will come bck fer my love. i dun care if im devotee or desperate. those people will never feel what i feel now even they hav gone tru this before me. but e feelin is much more deeper den anyone else.=(
"ever since u came into my life,
u had made a big impact to it.
u change me into somebody
&& u all colours to it.
u light up my life & u are e light
fer u bulb in my heart.
years hav past but i still hunt by those
bad memories of mine.
until e time has arrived && god creates u
he send u down to earth n meet me.
from there e love began to grow n spread.
e virus of love is e pillar to
strengthen e beautiful melody of our
love chapter."
Written by; ♥sakurako