I want to be
Your one, Your only.
Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
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my life is reali turn out to be a miserable one. he dint text me e whole dae. =( i turn out cryink rite now. idk y. it reali sucks havin dis stress feeling. i reali miss LAZIRHAYS. i realli doo. omg! my tears keep on rolling down n thinkin about hym. cant ferget e precious moment we had 2gather. it such a meaningful one. i cant denied. he give tat impact n made a diff in my own life. he change me to a person tat worth. im glad to know someone better den previous. last night havin this misunderstandin btwn ech other. i take it, its my fault. yes its mine. im sorry an d i promise, i wont repeated it again. i do regret. i dun wish things to go e opposite wae. e pic above is pic afta i went out with hym. e smile dat i put never been like dat before. dat smile was a smile dat tellin me im e luckiest girl to known hym. omg. i love hym . but i cnt put high hopes. i dont noe whether im hys type. i dun noe whether he is please with me. i hope i was. i hope im e one. i reali pray hard. i really want tat surprise to happen. i cud feel my own heart pumping. e sense of luv send it to whole n sayin he is my soul to my body. yes its still earli. as wen im beside hym as wen he hug n kiss me. he held ma hands. e love developed. i cnt force it to stop ther n said enuf. i cnt just cant. it keep on growin. i hope u are too syah. i tot i cnt move on. but in actual fact yes i cn move on. e great impact he made in my life was such a wonderful one.
he owaes giv me e wae fers. all ferz for me.=( omg now im tears wen i recall everything n every single mins n hour dat we spent together without anyone disturbed. oh god. please grant ma wish. i dun want history to come bck from e past. it reali haunt me down. e feelin of it was terrible. it was like my worst nightmare ever. we went out afew times. n yes we did havin fun. seriously havin fun. i cant ferget all those, yes dis might be e same as e previous post dat i posted days ago. but yes its e fact dat i cud rember it from a - z. everythin still fresh in mind. he is such a gentleman. he told me e longest relation was 6months. koz girls dumped hym kos he got no asset. but i dun care all tat. i noe wana love hym, care fer hym and all. i dun wana be a girl labled as a girl dat guys hoping same as hopin sex partner.! no im not tat. please give me e chance to make u see e brighter side of me dat i cud be e one dat holdin on to our pole of love till e end. god willing. amin..
syahrizal, i reali miss u. miss us, miss our days crackin jokes shared stories, went out 2gather,e laughter of urs n us. we holdin hand tite.we kiss fer e fers time at douby ghaut, all our memories are still fresh in me. i reali hope dat wher eva u are u cud feel dat i reali misses u! i reali do syah.
just how i wish i cud shout ur name out. so dat e whole world to noe dat i hav u in life. yes they may think im crazy maybe u also cud think e same way. but i dun care. koz i want to make sure dat i noes it. everysingle night n day, mins n hours u e onli guy i thought of. no one else. it maybe sweet werds dat i utter here. but im not. it reali from e bottom of ma heart. even my cousins cud think im despo or crazy. go ahead n think wat u wana think about me. i dun give n damn even fer awhile/mins. coz dey noe my love to e one i love. name it im ready fer it just to show u dat im ready fer wateva outcome dat comes.
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