I want to be
Your one, Your only.
Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
[hari raya mood(=]
weeehuuu. just now met all my crazy cousins. we all went out fer raye. boring but yet fun. had lotsof fun. we went to only 5 house if im not wrong. sounded sooo mendak. hee. memang mendak pon. skit sak rumah pegy. boring gyler dok. butbutbut. with e 2 hyperbabytoddler n 4 crazy asses of mine make e day become e greatest day of alll.. haa. well.. did nothing much today. what i knoe todat at alot.,ferz house we ate just kueh mueh. 2nd we ate fried bee hoon cooked my embak siti, maid of my '2nd' bro at telok blangah, 3rd at woodlands we ate roti kirai, 4th we ate rice with ayam lemak chili padi n nuggets last house was e best house of all e years. always be e top. at chua chu kang, we ate 'tulang' and fish head asam pedas! fuuuuh! damn delicious. yummmmmmmmmmmy! cravin fer it now. but stomach hurts. hhaa. lame!
ouh yah sad story, yesterdae if im not wrong, azam called me and asked me houw much i bought my shades. i dint answer hym but i keep on askin hym why why n why. at last he said he lost n left at rented car! omg! m soo hurt. cnt he just take care of people's things. keep it with hymslef not let it off from ur hands even fer 1sec? omg! never appreciate others people stuff. yes im mad n furious. that mine. n my fav shades off all. now wen i text hymn call hym he dint even ans or reply.. wat kind of friend he is.. omg!!! azam i dun trust u anymore in borrowin my things.)= u disappoint me. such a disappointment azam. haix. better got it bck! or pay fer it oke. tats my stuff how i pass it to u tats how u give it bck to me in e same condition without any defect of scratches. )=
hmm tmr, new BM comin into our branch n prvious one left n was transfered to bras basah. no more loud voice no more laughter wen shes gone. haiya. tmr new BM. shes kinda boring person. always target on sales . haiya chialat.! weather sooo damn hot sia humid. i miss dat H. hehe. wonderin wat he is duin now. hope he is duin fyne. n fer ipin fuck off u jerk. haha. all ur werds n tricks doesnt affect me n my feelings infact i wud love to play more stupid games tat u created fer me. n FYI im not a cheap gurl cravin fer guys ya. u just cant get overit wen guys added me up at tagged . just cant denied u jealous yah. haha so be it . u dun like it get over it., u hate it, fuck off f u think im rippin let me show ma bck to u n tell u dat a guy like u aint needed here.
weeelll.. cnt wait fer 7th oct. oin bowling witth all crazy asses. who wana tag along sure will do . e more e merrier.!
see ya.
Written by; ♥sakurako
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
[HARI RAYA MOOD.]
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA MINAL'AIDIL WALFA'IZIN (=
hello diary.
sorry dint update much about what happen fer last to days. were busy preparation before hari raya. well on our ferz day of raya, nothing much happen n dint feel e sensation of this sepcial day. jyeah maybe because of our late granfather waasnt ther to celebrate with us. he's gone by e time 'solat hari raya' ended. e 'takbir' dat i heard over e radio touches my heart. n make me tears thinkin bout our love lates ones. den enuf of thinkin too much n stress up myself. i jus pray e best fer them there. then ahak i just cant wait to wear my new outfit. this year my colour theme's brown. never wore brown before in entire life. haa. well doesnt luuk great on me either. but nvm laa once a year. so .. its oke.(= my cousin all come to ma house. it was a happy moment with them gathered in e house at whole one big famly. i seek fergiveness from all e elders. n gosh i cried nnnnnnn my make up !! uuuugggh!! meltin!! haha. geez~
preety much cool but yet drop dead. frreeakin boring n not like previous.&& guess wat i and yusmin bck to frens! haa cnt believe it man.that syahrizal keepon sendin selamat hari raya you! to me. irritating insects! but nvm laa. hari baek bulan baek buat baek la kan. hari biase bulan biase buat balek perangai merepek.(= bugheads always like dat laa. cnt be bothered also.let them be al long i dint trouble them. such a nuisance. haha. nothing makes me much happier when my retarded cousins n hyperactive nieces n nephews came. haha. they make lots of noise n jyea e crazziness in them. haa. wel much them much. im sure u guys miss me too ryte? mar waney n mimi. haha. prasan la pulak.=p
wellwell.just cant wait fer next sundy. we meetin again loves.n jyeah im leadin n living in a single life!! wuuhuuu..! free from jerkies n motherfucker sweettalkeer! hhaa
Labels: hapyhapyhappy
Written by; ♥sakurako
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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love this picha of mine. do you? (=
hello lovebugs.
freeaaking bored this morning.being wake by BM.to cover kak lydia on mc.geez~ pretty early i am todae. today's day was damn great, people around me was soo damn lovely and estatic. haha. lots of laughter n joy,butbut that abg halim owaes disturbin n irritate me with hys nonsenses (= and never leave me in peace.grrr. && he owaes get beaten by me usin a wooden ruler. haa. wat u shrek sittin beside hym.duh! (-.-)". but he dint make me frowin. he owaes put a smile on my face...jyeahhaa. cuteness in hym . haa. cool uh..stupendous.!
Written by; ♥sakurako
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
[NO MORE SYAHRIZAL.(=]
atlast, iver escape from the jerk dat named syahrizal, haa. full of werds. u left me once shamed on u, u left me twice, wat u tryin to tell me ur e jerkies? haa. jyeahs u are. well
this is e fers time i aint cryink over hym, jyeah gdd luck with ur gurl ZANNE Z. soo, whats next? ouh yeah last long jyea with ur love ones. haa. memories? i let it all go, haa its was like e rotten apple with worms in it. just like u have e rotten heart. nn hmm. i believe in karma. what goes around comes around. allah maha adil. dier pikir dier tu baek n berpelajaran dier tu hebat mcm hang tuah. ouh come on man, ure nothing to me i just realised tat.(= i aint cry baby. cryin over u like i used to. i tot ur an angel. haha angel kepale otak kau, haaha. kau tu ibarat angel nyer lobang jubo . haaa. btol pe bnyk bobal bnyk bohong. mcm phm sembahyang 21 rakkaat. haa. nnti tikar sembahyang tu balot kau.
haha useless guy. no wonder girls left hym fer another guy. haha
hmm.. kdg2 kan lelaki ni mcm phm tau. nnti ehk dorg lau selenge ker nerd ker nnto dorg pandai2 carik story nk cover dorg nyer kebodohan. padahal2 mcm phm lebih satu pon takder.haa. step alim ulamak konon nk terawih haha.tkper la faaa.. kau pon tk heran ngn lelaki yg setotetlet tu. kee. ape sak spelling. hhaa. tkpernah2 aku type melayu.tkpe belacan skit laa. jadi la faa. hahak. si efah ni tk abes2 ngn der peh tdo. queen of sleep sak dek ni. haha. da nk raye ni bsk aku nk g amek aju uh. haha..
very bored laaa sey. haiz.. keje2. hmm.
kla lazy now to type long2 story.. haa.
tgh binget2 skit nie.. haee
Labels: syahrizal jantan sundal
Written by; ♥sakurako
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
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good evening lovess,
life isnt good nowadays. conflicts goin on here n ther. it suckx big time havin a hard time solvin unwantd probs that comes in my walkway. somebody has bein such a pain in e eye n such a yucks in e throat.gosh, im crappin i know that. jyeah my mind is blaank, precisely! i dun know wher to start either. im gettin lazy to keep on postin e same thing ech n every single day. nothing happen or nothing great happenin this few days but hurt n hatred. boriiing efah ur life!! jyeah i know. relax man. geez~
im missin (S) meetin u soon jyeah.im stress at home n with my own sickenin life. grrr. financial prob especially. need to pay fer insurance, my bill, my exlink. haiyaaa. very tight! damn. howi wish e money plant is real money. den i cud just plug as n wen i like. livin in a luxury life also is not a healty lifestyle to live in. evrything is not ryte laah. this wrong that also wrong all wrong.! fucked up life. jyeah that a wron gthing to say about owns life. but wat to do . me n family aint in good terms now days. wana find ways fer solution? i dun think we need any cause 'ey dint giv a damn on it also. omgomg. im so emo here. omgomg!
-oke efah stop here about ur stress life. get up n get a life dumbass!-
just now i went bedok with adeq. went browsin to one shop another. bedok pretty much borin just like desert. nothing so plain n empty. thers alot laa but nothing attract my eyes. until i saw dis cute lil thingy. i just grab it n i luk at e price n it was like omg! just a silly dummy think koz at a 11 bucks? pathetic sia. wadeva laa. ahaha. now talkin to a fren of mine silly fren. crazy ass. haha. opps! i dint mean to but ure just one of them. hee. FAKE!!! well ure great to talk to laa. dun worries. haha. wonderin what (S) duin ryte now. hmm thinkin about hym evry now n then. miss hys cuddle laa.
i think dats all i cn say laa. nothing much laa. wait fer tmr ok aft my date with (S)!! haha..
see ya buggies!
Written by; ♥sakurako
Saturday, September 5, 2009
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just 2weeks left comin to raya. n mama is outside jadi mcm pelarian cari shelter to live. im just , n i cud feel e hurt like wats mama goin tru. oni if i hav e guts to take her with me n oni if i hav e money to take her with me to go away from here i will. dat dae on 1st sept is alrdy 3yrs of papa's absence. when i called her just now asked her how is she, she cried. n sayin Allah really test her
in movin in with life. durin papa existance everytin went smth n fyne. but aft all those over, nothing change mama's life into a memorable but it become e bitter-st ever. she said she want all her kids to gather around her. n she wana to feed us like how it was during us in childhd. but it was all just one dream tat may nver happen. hari raya jus around e corner, n she hav to celebrate it in e
streets. no wher to live.n dat papa creates stupid n such an idotics unwanted scene. alwaes with hys liquior..get paid n finish all on those stupid drinks. n left mama with no cents. i miss her. wen i hear her voice. i cud feel e hurt n e burden she's carryin. she said this "mama tknk ifah pikir yg ifah tk ader keluarge atau rase tersingkir dan tidak diperlukan di keluarga itu. kakak maseh ada
mama. mama yg melahirkan.
mama. mama yg melahirkan.
insyaallah allah akan melimpar kan rezeki kat mama jadi mama dapt suap anak2 mama mkn dgn tangan mama sendiri. mama rindu suap anak2 mama. tapi syg nya mama tidak di beri kesempatan. ifah, nnti bile menjelang hari raye, jgn lupe jengok mama."
whateva i type at e above,
that was all e conversation i had with my mama.it has been years i nvr celebrate hari raya with her. shes ther sufferin lookin fer a home fer shelter wen im here sittin down n just watch. how cruel i am as a daughter. im sorry mama fer wat happen to u outside, oni if i hav e money, i will bring u awa from here. n get rid off those who is hurtin u now. i noe ALLAH hears us. n so do papa. even he's gone im sure he is ther watchin over u. he might be cryin seein u in hard life.
wen i heard u shed ur tears, i felt so sad. n i do cry. i feel e pain n e torn to ur scar. i noe u suffer mama. i noe u want to get out from those cage n locks. insyaallah mama, allah allow me to feed u with my own hands n showered u with my love n care.
amin..
Written by; ♥sakurako
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
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i miss this days after training.
me n kakak faezah.
luve u kakak!!!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
n not to ferget kakak mila!!!
Written by; ♥sakurako