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Your one, Your only.
The Ladiie
"SakurakoOimikado.
8-teen on 26 AUG - VIRGO!
Imma type of girl doesnt like 10 werds n a sentence
Neither i drink,smoke or club.
Music makes me sway.
i am me i lead ma wae n this is how i leave.GET OVER IT!
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
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just 2weeks left comin to raya. n mama is outside jadi mcm pelarian cari shelter to live. im just , n i cud feel e hurt like wats mama goin tru. oni if i hav e guts to take her with me n oni if i hav e money to take her with me to go away from here i will. dat dae on 1st sept is alrdy 3yrs of papa's absence. when i called her just now asked her how is she, she cried. n sayin Allah really test her
in movin in with life. durin papa existance everytin went smth n fyne. but aft all those over, nothing change mama's life into a memorable but it become e bitter-st ever. she said she want all her kids to gather around her. n she wana to feed us like how it was during us in childhd. but it was all just one dream tat may nver happen. hari raya jus around e corner, n she hav to celebrate it in e
streets. no wher to live.n dat papa creates stupid n such an idotics unwanted scene. alwaes with hys liquior..get paid n finish all on those stupid drinks. n left mama with no cents. i miss her. wen i hear her voice. i cud feel e hurt n e burden she's carryin. she said this "mama tknk ifah pikir yg ifah tk ader keluarge atau rase tersingkir dan tidak diperlukan di keluarga itu. kakak maseh ada
mama. mama yg melahirkan.
mama. mama yg melahirkan.
insyaallah allah akan melimpar kan rezeki kat mama jadi mama dapt suap anak2 mama mkn dgn tangan mama sendiri. mama rindu suap anak2 mama. tapi syg nya mama tidak di beri kesempatan. ifah, nnti bile menjelang hari raye, jgn lupe jengok mama."
whateva i type at e above,
that was all e conversation i had with my mama.it has been years i nvr celebrate hari raya with her. shes ther sufferin lookin fer a home fer shelter wen im here sittin down n just watch. how cruel i am as a daughter. im sorry mama fer wat happen to u outside, oni if i hav e money, i will bring u awa from here. n get rid off those who is hurtin u now. i noe ALLAH hears us. n so do papa. even he's gone im sure he is ther watchin over u. he might be cryin seein u in hard life.
wen i heard u shed ur tears, i felt so sad. n i do cry. i feel e pain n e torn to ur scar. i noe u suffer mama. i noe u want to get out from those cage n locks. insyaallah mama, allah allow me to feed u with my own hands n showered u with my love n care.
amin..
Written by; ♥sakurako